Saturday, August 25, 2018

Gerimis

Kaulah,
Gerimis yang mengabut
Yang tidak lebih banyak
Dari doa-doa yang kusebut.
Sementara aku,
Adalah hujan yang tak ingin reda
Jatuh cinta dalam pelukanmu
Mengembun dalam ketidakpastian.

Saturday, August 11, 2018

밤 그림자

검은 연기가 우산 처럼 펼쳐지고

이젠 우리들의 차례였다.

두렵지 않은가?

밤이면 그림자를 빼잇겨.

누구나 아득한 혼자였다.



Asap hitam menyebar seperti payung

Sekarang giliran kami.

Apakah tidak takut?

Jatuhkan bayangan di malam hari

Semua orang sendirian.

Saturday, August 4, 2018

The letter

I hope we last,  I hope we do.

But if we don't, this is how I want you to remember me:

I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me launching at your jokes even the stupid ones.
Remember me on hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I'd recovery.
Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die;
Remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though only for you.
Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us.
Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn't stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it's any consolation I allowed myself to have then too.

If it comes to it I don't want you to remember the ending.

Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.