The Scariest Part

You asked,
What is the scariest part?

I answers;
The scariest part
Is not the feeling of loneliness
Or the darkness that fills you
Despite the looming pain
Of emptiness

The scariest part
Is the realization
That you have lost yourself
Completely
Sinking in as you lay awake
At 2 am
Because you lost the ability to sleep
And you can't even cry
Because you don't even care

                                                                           (i/d/s)

To see the difference

But darling, I do not
Think you're in love with
Him

Maybe
You're in love with the
Attention he gives you
Maybe
You're in love with
What he thinks and what
He's do for you
And maybe
You're a little bit too lonely
To see the difference

2018.01.09